God Makes No Mistakes....

God Makes No Mistakes....
What I live by....

Friday, December 25, 2009

Been Thinking....

I have been thinking a lot lately and I believe that it is time for me to consider dating again, and try to make something work that is going to make sense in my life. I never felt like I was the type of woman who "needed" a man because I truly enjoyed being single and living my life without having to answer to anyone. But now since Mike has come into my life I have given it a thought about being with someone and us growing together. Don't get me wrong I am not searching for ANYTHING, because Mike came along and I was not looking for him at all!!! I am growing daily and I know I have changed as a person, because I am not into the same things anymore and I want to settle myself down and begin to focus on a new and improved life, with everything in my being. Well, this was a short blog, but it has been a thought for the last couple of days and thought I would share it. Stay tuned and you'll see what happens next... Until next time this my E! True Hollywood Story.....

Christmas

This Christmas has truly been a blessed one and I love the holidays. Karis enjoyed herself she got clothes and a lot of learning toys. Next year I believe I want to do Christmas a little different and I want to be able to shop and even do a secert Santa with family. This year I think the time got away from me, but next I plan to enjoy my time around Christmas the way I like too!!!!




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Monday, December 21, 2009

Reflecting...

It has really been a year and for everything in my life I am truly thankful. Sometimes I wonder what is going to be my next move because SO much has changed, but I continue to smile through it all!! No one knows my struggle nor do they understand my story. I believe sometimes people have my confused, when really I just don't think like the average person. I guess I just try to be the best person I can and I know some may not think so, but I have a huge HEART!!! The way I am is who I am and just sitting in Waffle House reflecting I am truly misunderstood and I think that is just who I am!!! I can't allow others to make me feel bad about being me, because I have and still am growing as a person. Wonder if people ever look at themselves before looking at others and their situations?? Just a thought.... Guess that is why I can mind my business and be there for people who truly need me!! Again as I said my life has changed and it is going to continue to change everyday, but all I can do is embrace the change and continue to love my situation. I guess it's called GROWING UP!!!!!

Til next time this is my E! True Hollywood Story....


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Saturday, December 19, 2009

Relationship....

Today was a pretty good day nothing much really went on except me going to work and it was CRAZY busy!!! OMGoodness!!!! But anyway after work I was on the phone with my Mr. 305 and I promise you him and I talk like we are the best of friends and he such a nice and crazy guy. I am so SLOW that today he asked me what I wanted for Christmas, and all I told him was I'll see because Christmas for me and my daugther is basically everyday, LOL!!! I am not caught up in ONE day really because if I want it I buy it, just that simple. Mr. 305 thinks about marriage and kids one day (he does not have any kids) and for just a split moment in my mind I thought about it. It's funny I don't let my mind travel that far with guys really, because for whatever reason I know the guys I have been dealing with make NO SENSE!!! SMH!!! I just find it crazy that I can one day (maybe) be someone's wife, funny....LOL!!!

I guess I better get myself together and try to focus on my future and my life and being a mom, and just continue to grow as a person. Really no one really knows me as well as I know myself I don't care what people say. I guess it the secretive side of me (us Leos) that allows me to keep things to myself (other than a select few I talk too). I am ready for 2010, because 2009 bought along a lot surprises and it was and still is an adjustment...

Well, til next time guys and gals.... Stay tuned to my E! True Hollywood Story!!! Peace and blessings...

Friday, December 18, 2009

Just thinking...

I am sitting at a restuarant thinking and wondering about me.. I am trying to try something different and explore the option of a relationship. I have been such a "free spirit" for most of my life that I think I am scared to be in a relationship. I know I am a good person and I know how to be in a relationship I guess I want something that makes sense. This guy who I'm dealing with now is great and has a lot of drive and wants something out of life. I want to be open and try something new I just have to let go and let God!!! Guidance is definitely important and I want to make sure that I am making the right move. Guess all I can do is try??!! So I guess I have to see and just follow what I'm feeling.... Til next time guys and gals!!!

This is my E! True Hollywood Story....

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Just another day....

Good evening all!!

Well, today for me was a pretty good day I really can not complain. I woke up this morning to my daughter laughing at me and that helps me through day. Karis had a good visit with her other grandmother and that was good, and also her sorry ___ donor was there hiding because I PROMISE I do not want him around her, because that young man does nothing for her, and I mean nothing at all!!!! This may sound crazy but its all good though cause really I don't want him around anyway, cause I gave him WAY TOO many chances and he is one BIG LIAR!!! UGH!!! Anyway, moving along from that cause I am not even going to get started on the daddy topic, because my situation is a little different.
On with my day, I am also excited to get my tattoo on Friday at the City of Ink I am the kind of person that likes different works on me and I enjoy an artist that looks at me like their canvas and I give them my vision and they just run with it.
Then I went to the mall with my Ace and my god daughter, we had a good time, I think. We also had a few interesting conversations about some things and man I tell you the truth people are truly amazing to me. I know a recent situation happen to me where I was judged and the individual did not even bring the issue to me so that we can talk about it instead she chose to act like a child and vent to my brother and dad about me!!! Where are they doing that at??? But I just leave her alone now, because at the end of the day that young lady does not know me and she wasn't woman enough to bring it to me!!! That is my number one rule: If you have an issue with me I need you to address it with me and not other people!!!

I know it seems like I am ALL over the place, but I am trying to get it all out since I just started my blog. Going forward I am going to summarize my day a little better but I will tell you if you are reading this I am VERY open and I will be doing some venting on my blog as well so please understand this is my life and my story!!! Again this is my E! True Hollywood story so just enjoy the ride.... Night all!!!!

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Well, hello world!!! I'm starting this blog and have never done this before, but I am going to let you all into my life and see how I live... My life is one big ball of interesting that is all I can say!!! I will be keeping you all updated as much as I can because I am getting use to this whole blogging thing. LOL!!! So for now I just want to say HELLO AND WELCOME TO MY E! TRUE HOLLYWOOD STORY!!!!